Simplicity.

Friday, May 27, 2011

switched to tumblr :)
since no one reads this anywayy, http://youmakemeawesome.tumblr.com/

Au revoir loves <3
just a warning, my tumblr is much less personal than my blogspot used to be ;)

♥ 1:22 AM

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Sometimes you think you've found the one.
the guy you know is right for you.
the guy who knows you best & is always there for you.
sometimes you plan to be with them till the end of your life.
sometimes you find that one person that makes life worth living.

& sometimes, when things are perfect & your floating on air,
he says he's not sure whether or not he wants to be with you.
sometimes it feels like a part of you just dies.

sometimes you think you took things too seriously. :/
well, thats life, eh? we just gotta keep our heads held high & keep on living :/

KP ♥

♥ 6:11 AM

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Sometimes i wish i never existed :/
makes life easier to bare sometimes.

Im invisible half the time.
& when im not unimportant, i get compared. & insulted.

I wish i could just leave, you know?
like not be myself for one day.
just one day without any responsibilities.
one day without me having to overthink every word i say.

I wish that for once people could see me for me.
people could see my positives instead of just poking at my negatives.

I wish that i knew at least one person cared for me.
cause honestly, sometimes, it really feels like no one does.

I wish that i actually am able to say the right things & not piss everyone off.
cause im tired of people telling me everything i say or do is wrong.

Im just tired of life in general, really.
Like everything's just messed up :/
i have no idea what to do anymore.

Half the world hates me right now.
or at least the people i care about hate me.

yeah, im a mess. i've always been.
i just really wish sometimes that i never existed :/

i mean why am i here?
all i ever do is screw things up & have people yell at me.
No one is ever satisfied with who i am or what i do.

Life sucks. it really does.

♥ 8:26 AM

Friday, December 10, 2010

'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles,

If I could just see you tonight ♥

Hello people ♥

Yeah, i realize no one reads this nonsense but who cares!? :p

Yes, yes, i'm super happy :D

& totally bored :/

I was in the process of writing something about how i felt during the best 6 days of my life.

It is already 3 pages FULL in tiny fonts, & 1772 words SO FAR, heck yeah, a lot :/

I just wanted to blog, since my blog is dead & i needed a place to post a picture which is not suitable for facebook especially since my parents stalk my page :p

NO! its not an obscene picture or whatever! (:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, gawd, this makes me smile (:

Okay so, i'm here to wish my dearest bimbo A VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY :D

Your a freaking goofball! & yes, thats one of the reasons why i love you (:

BIMBO BIMBO BIMBO BIMBO.

Heck yeah, you know im the only person who can call you that (:

Your awesome, honestly. obviously not as awesome as me, but pretty close nonetheless (:

Your still a little boy to me (:

Probably always will be, eventho your WAYY taller than me & i look like a midget when i stand next to you :p

You are my gall bladderless cousin whom is oh so nice (:

Happy Belated Birthday Mr (:

I hope life treats you well ♥

& we shall someday visit south africa eh? (:

OH OH, on a completely different note, i'm gonna be in form 5 next year.

This year flew by like it was nothing.

FORM FREAKING FIVEE.

The thought alone sends shivers down my spine. YES, i'm THAT afraid :/

Wish me luck so i can survive through next year, people! (:

So yeah, thats all you'll hear from me for a few months at least, since i'm leaving for INDIA (of all places :/) in a bunch of days till school reopens.

Sayonara & Au Revoir to my dear friends & whoever that reads this blog :p

KP ♥

Edit 11/12 : The thing is already done, 2812 words & 5 pages (:

♥ 5:46 AM

Thursday, September 16, 2010

& I pity the fool that falls in love with you (:

Sometimes, i just want to fly away from all the troubles, just for one moment.

I have a hugento addiction to the song "Forget you" By Cee Lo Green

Its actually "F*** You" but they changed the word as it is not, how do i put it? Radio friendly? :p

But its awesome (:

Its a song in which he's mad with this one guy & this girl who played him, BUT the awesome part is that the song is oh-so-HAPPY! ♥

The tune is utter happy & i've heard this song at least 10 times today, in a row that is (:

The video is pretty amazing too! Since im too lazy to find the video on youtube, you go find it yourself :p

From bright to gloomy, as always :/

I acted on my adrenaline again & to my surprise (oh yes, im being sarcastic) it turned out horribly wrong :/

Eventhough you probably dont even read my blog, HECK, i dont think ANYONE reads my blog, but still,

Im really sorry fr sending that fb message, i know it totally freaked you out.

Honestly, i am just appalled at myself for even typing that message out. :/

Well, i guess life goes on, we should dwell on the past, should we? even if the past was super recent, right?

At least i've got the conclusion i was looking for (:

The whole 'situation' is behind me now & is no longer confusing as its done.

Its over ♥ & im okay with it (:

So i was just thinking again & plus i am totally bored & justin's nt online :/

& everything really does happen for a reason. (:

I never really practiced what i preached. about the whole everything happens for a reason thing, but now i see it, honestly, it may take ages for you to realize the reason, but its there (:

Nonetheless, im still a pessimist, though for a pessimist im pretty optimistic ;)

& OH, my best friend told me to view this video when im down & it honestly helps, i laugh my butt off EVERYTIME i watch it (:

Its called muttons on midnight ♥

ITS FREGGIN AMAZING & NEVER FAILS TO CRACK ME UP (:

Oh, my mum says that i should be in love with vela because he's 'handsomer' than fabregas ==

& she calls me shallow! :/

Im in love with fabregas due to the fact that his style of play is amazing.

HE is amazing. in every way possible ♥

He's the playmaker of the team & honestly, Arsenal would be DOOMED without him.

I love him because he has an amazing morality, he takes losing very well & he's not an egoistical maniac.

I love him for every other reason but his looks! he could shave his head bald for all i care! (:

Im not that shallow ♥

Oh well, since this will never amount to anything, im off! (:

Au Revoir loves! ♥

KP♥

♥ 8:57 AM

Saturday, September 11, 2010

This Is Your Song, Thanks For All The Memories (:

For some totally odd reason, i thought about life & death today.

I had one amazing day today because my dear cousins came over (:

But yeah, as i was saying, i was thinking about death.

My worse fear is of dying of cancer.

& i hate the fact that little children get cancer & are forced to face it.

I cant even imagine the pain anyone with any sort of sickness whatsoever go through on a daily basis.

Eventhough medical school freaks me out due to the intensity of the studies & the amount of studying that needs to be done, I am sticking to my decision which i made when i was 10 to become a pediatrician (:

Just clearing things out (:

On a completely random note, My hair smells gooood (:

Okay, back in topic.

I was thinking of listing what i would like to do before i die (:

Hmm, here we go (:

FIRST: I would like to at least SEE fabregas once in my life.

SECOND: I would like to visit the Emirates Stadium (:

THIRD: (tho completely impossible AND unsafe) I would like to own a Porsche (: or at least ride in one.

FOURTH: I would like to see the Eiffel Tower & a part of Europe at least (:

FIFTH: I would like to have one huge family reunion 10 years from now (:

Oh lol, i guess thats it. what i wish for tho is for Fabregas to stay in Arsenal. for a few more years at least (:

OH OH, i found this awesome picture of him, in which he looks a tiny bit like ronaldo here (:

Agreed? (:

OH, football update: Arsenal 4 - 1 Bolton.

!st goal, Koscielny, Fabregas assist.

2nd goal, Elmander, (bolton)

3rd goal, Chamakh, Fabregas assist.

4th goal, Song, Fabregas assist

5th goal, Vela, Fabregas assist

YES YES, he assisted all the arsenal goals (:

Logging off,

KP ♥

♥ 8:58 AM

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I remember the first day of school

When you walked right next to me

You taught me everything that I know

And you always knew what to say . ♥

This post right here is dedicated to my bestest dextest friend :)

YOU make me smile, dude.

YOUR always there for me no matter what.

YOU help me through everything.

YOU listen to all my complaints without a sigh.
YOU have never let me down
YOU do not know how quickly you cheer me up.
YOU are this smart, awesome, brilliant friend.
YOU make things easier when life gets hard.
YOUR purely awesome & honestly, your the nicest guy i know :)

I know you've got a zillion other friends now & the best present i can get you is this blog post.

Because if i do buy something, it will never be close to anything other people buy for you.

So im here, dedicating this post to the most awesome person i know.

who:

Treats people right

Hearts Germany :)

Anybody can talk to

Readily helps people

Very hilarious

Ever ready to make people laugh

Extremely thin & tall

Not afraid to stand up for whats right.

THARVEEN!

You've been my bestest dextest friend for YEARS now & we may not seem that close in school or whatever, you'll always be the bestest dextest friend there is!

You have always been there to cheer me up when i felt all low & down :)

You even made me laugh so hard that i forgot about the "monster" & all her rubbish.

Yes. i know this isn't much.

& i know that this will soon be forgotten but who cares? It's the thought that counts, right? :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THARVEEN RAJ :)
OH OH, you have to take pictures with me ASAP :)

God bless you ♥
I hope you had an amazingly amazing 16th birthday :)

Au Revoir huns :)
KP ♥

♥ 5:28 AM