So here i am to dedicate a post to Sickl3s.
Sickl3s has been disbanded i bet, as i havent heard anything about this amazing club anymore.
BUT, im here to say that i miss Sickl3s.

I miss how close all of us used to be.
I miss how i knew i had a shoulders to lean on or ears to listen.
Now, its like everything is so insecure.
Nothing fits in place.
I cant even be sure who my friends are anymore.

Things are so different now.
I miss the birthday celebrations with my friends.
I miss actually getting a call on the phone just to talk about crap.
I miss my OLD friends & how they used to be.

Everyones changing.
Literally, i dont know who to talk to or who to trust.
In school especially.
I miss having that safe haven where nothing could go wrong.

Yes yes, i do remember the drama & the big fights.
But what i miss the most is the moments before that.
I wish things could go back to the way they were.

I was just going through the sickl3s blog & the nostalgic memories just came back to me,
all at once.
& i realized how much i hate the way things are now.

Nah, forget it, im not going to complain anymore.
yes, i know i dont have much friends anymore.
But at least i have one or two who ACTUALLY have my back.
& im sure wont backstab me.

Im sick & tired of people pretending to be my friends but backstabbing me in the end.
Just sick & tired.
So im getting rid of all bonds with THOSE people.
If someone could backstab the person they call their best friend,
then that someone is not worth even one second of my life.
If someone has no guts to ADMIT she is a fake & a two-faced liar,
whats the point of keeping contact with her?
HAHA, guess what? Your not worth it.
Your not worth my tears & neither are you worthy of my friendship :)
I will do FINE without you.




Au Revoir,
KP ♥

♥ 1:38 AM