Sometimes i wish i never existed :/
makes life easier to bare sometimes.

Im invisible half the time.
& when im not unimportant, i get compared. & insulted.

I wish i could just leave, you know?
like not be myself for one day.
just one day without any responsibilities.
one day without me having to overthink every word i say.

I wish that for once people could see me for me.
people could see my positives instead of just poking at my negatives.

I wish that i knew at least one person cared for me.
cause honestly, sometimes, it really feels like no one does.

I wish that i actually am able to say the right things & not piss everyone off.
cause im tired of people telling me everything i say or do is wrong.

Im just tired of life in general, really.
Like everything's just messed up :/
i have no idea what to do anymore.

Half the world hates me right now.
or at least the people i care about hate me.

yeah, im a mess. i've always been.
i just really wish sometimes that i never existed :/

i mean why am i here?
all i ever do is screw things up & have people yell at me.
No one is ever satisfied with who i am or what i do.

Life sucks. it really does.

♥ 8:26 AM